Wednesday, September 30, 2009

The show

I just love doodling or conteng conteng.
Like camyla said,
Azma bila nmpk pencil and kertas mmg tak sah kalu tk conteng.

Whispers hello I miss you quite terribly

What to do ?

I'm lost in your eyes

School, school, school. Why on earth do we have to go there? To study of course. Hell yeah.
This week has gone way too fast I didn't even realize that today's already Wednesday. Like whoa.
Since exam is coming up, teachers now always give us time to study on our own.
Which of course, we don't.
Baik tk payah datang.

Oh my god Oh my god Oh my god.
My sister just called my mother to inform her that there has been an earthquake just now.
She felt it at her office.
Aaand maybe there's going to be a tsunami (which I'm so scared of it)
Ever since tsunami happened in 2004, I got so trauma (though I wasn't anywhere near the ocean). No idea why.
Then I started to get weird dreams about tsunami,
I used to be a beach lover, now I don't. I don't ever wanna go there anymore.
Oookay, back to the story,
After that, I switched on the computer and started to google tsunami.
There were also suggestions given. There was tsunami in Samoa 2009.
I was like, since when ?
I clicked on it, it was just now O.O

Wait a second, we're in Malaysia. And the tsunami occurred in the USA.
Sooo, how on earth.....?
Was there an earthquake in Malaysia just now?
God, save me us.

Waaaaaaait another second, my father just got back and asked us whether we felt or not an earthquake just now around 6.00 p.m.
I guess my sister's not lying. She's telling the truth.
Great, 2 earthquakes today. Tomorrow? You will never know.

Okay okay there's nothing to be afraid of, because there's no tsunami warning until now.
Chill. Relax. Breathe. Inhale. Exhale.

Monday, September 28, 2009

When I'm with him I am thinking of you

All of a sudden my heart was bouncing up and down so fast, I was so scared. Felt like something's wrong but the truth is, there wasn't. I could feel like there's some kind of a virus is happily swimming across my body, destroying each and every cell right there. I was just being paranoid. Nothing's wrong, I tried to convince myself. But then, my 2 weak hands were all shaking, I was sweating like a waterfall (hahaa).

I'm not gonna die, I'm not gonna die, I constantly remind myself so many times.
I wanted to cry so bad but tears wouldn't come out as if my body has run out of water.
I really wanted to change but you just spoiled everything.
Ergh I hate mood destroyers.
Thankyou so much.

1, 2, 3, smile! ☺

Shit, school starts tomorrow. I haven't studied anything. Waaah.

P.s. - I love being so dramatic. Nothing happened actually.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Feel the rain on your skin

I got so bored just now. And I was on facebook and one of my friends did a so-called survey and I wanted to try it to. So here's the result.

*click to enlarge

And yeah I like purple. And most of it are kind of true though (and funnneey)(I said most, not all of it okay). Hahaha.

By the way, I do have a facebook. Just search for my name and you'll find me.

Today is 7 syawal and I was born on that date (but in year 1413Hijrah). Haha tkde pape pun, saje je nak bgtau. Thanks to facebook, again.

P.s - so many ands huh? 

Thursday, September 24, 2009

So much for my happy ending

Oh myG, I'm super bored . Ahaha I'm so lifeless and pathethic (as Zikri said)(haha). I have nothing better to do than online. Study? Not for now (even exam is just around the corner). I really feel like going out. I'm craving for carbonara (Dave's Deli the best!). I just wanna hang out at Subang Parade, and spend my quality time there and use all my money like there is no tomorrow, buy I everything I want, eat whatever I like. But, I'll be needing someone to accompany me. So anyone? Haha

You know what, I lost my house keys. Great. And yesterday I bought something, and then I forgot where I put it and until now I cannot find it. Great. I'm losing my mind. I keep losing things these days. So many things. Come back la weii.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

I just watched The Final Destination 4 with my cousins and sister. The movie was good. Okay I'm not telling you anything I'm tired. I don't know what to talk about. Didn't do anything much this raya. Currently I'm reading 'can you keep a secret'. So far so good. Every time I read a book, I will imagine the guy looks exactly like Lucas Till (even though it's not like what the author obviously had described). I don't know why,  I'm in love with him. Hehehee.

P.s - This is stupid, I cannot scroll down the picture.

Monday, September 21, 2009

I'm on the supersonic boom

Yo hello, I sent this to my friends and one of my favorite teachers,

Hello selamat hari raya aidilfitri ampun maaf segala zahir dan batin. Thankyou for everything, aaaand have a great raya! Lotsss of love, AzmaTheGreat (haha).

And look at what my teacher replied,

Hello The Great Azmah, ehmm Thank you. Wish the same to u too.

Awww so cuuuteeeee !


This year raya was boring so far. All of us didn't go back to Kelantan since my grandparents are celebrating raya here. Pictures will be uploaded as soon as I get them from moi sister. Moi mother told me a day before raya that my baju raya couldn't be finished because the material is too soft and yea the tailor could not sew it. Like what lah, dah berbulan hantar, baru bagitau? aiyooo

Sunday, September 20, 2009

My stomach screams just when I look at you

Hello, today's raya, so i wish each and everyone of you Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin :) I am sooo sleepy right now. Oh man. And sorry for all my wrong doings and thank you for everything you have wasted on me, i totally appreciate it ;) i love yoou muah (haha). Okay buhbyeeeee got to goo noowww.

Friday, September 18, 2009

I know you want me, you know I want you.

Hello, Good news (not really), I have 3 books to be finished by the end of this week. Like whoa, I'm officially a bookworm now. Woohooo! Oh well it's not a big deal actually, but I think it's a huge improvement for someone like moi.
Ooo.emm.gee. My brain is blank or empty. And I can't stop listening to Good Girls Go Bad by Cobra Starship. Man, I'm in love with them. No scratch that (okay done), I'm in love with the lead singer. He's hot + hot + hot .
Poor Taylor Swift :( I so hate Kanye West (he's an asshole for ruining Taylor's happy moment at the VMA's), wanna know more?

Google them. 
you can watch the video on youtube

 Eh look, Taylor is way taller than him. Whoaa.

2 days to go.

P.s - I can't stop smiling.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

You shouldn't have said that darling

Yo what's up? I thought New Moon was so boring because Edward left Bella,but after I saw the trailer at Alya's blog, I decided to give it a shot. Fingers crossed!

 That's Cobra Starship. They are awesome!

P.s - New Moon has been on my bookshelf for over 2 years. Yeah I know.

Monday, September 14, 2009

I love you forever, forever is over

Yeeeeiiikkkkkkk. I need someone to talk to. Can anyone lend me your ears? I'm so dead bored. I feel like screaaaaming. Entertain me, can you? Bahahaha. I'm all alone right now. Oh pathetic, it's useless anyway cause no one will ever hear me screaming. Cool. 

I guess Memey (my cat, remember?) is not coming back at all :(

P.s - That's moi (me, lol) in the picture haha.

"Dear God, please give me a sign so I will not go astray in the middle of the wrong path which I am going through now."

You're not worth anything


Hello, I'm so bored right now (I need to go study man). I don't know what I'm about to blog so I just type anything that pops in my wow-it's-Einstein's-bubble-head. I love Eva Longoria. HAHA. Okay not. I don't have enough oxygen in my brain and therefore I can't think much. Lol.

weh puasa tak?
puasa lah
abestu kenapa kutuk org?
sbb dia jahat
korg kutuk sp?
dot dot dot
ohh takpe, kutuk dia sunat.

Okay what else? Hm, Effa said if you wanted to learn something so hard, you gotta love the subject. Let's say, if you wanted to be a pilot, you must have huge interest in physics. Same goes to the doctor, you gotta love Biology. But the thing is, I don't know what am I going to be in 10 years time because I don't have the right ambition. None of the subjects (Biology, Chemistry, Physics) caught my interest. Well Biology and Physics are actually quite easy if you read and really understand it (you might want to jot this down haha).

I can't really focus my mind on one particular subject like all the doctors-and-pilots-to-be. But whatever. The point is, you gotta LOVE and ADORE and CHERISH and TREASURE all subjects. Okay enough, I'm exaggerating too much. Maybe someday I'll realize what I wanna be, for example, a MODEL? WHAAT haha NO WAY. That doesn't have anything to do with what I'm learning now. I was only joking okay about being a model.

TTFN, bye !

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Friday, September 11, 2009

I'll be your number one

Hello hello hello haha just got back from Alya's. Evening earlier, we went to IAmJetFuelShop and bought the same bag (:thankyou:). Hahaha. Then we went up to Alya's room and perasan-ing in the toilet with our brand new bag lol and we did stupid faces in front of a mirror as if we're the hottest girls living on this planet for half an hour (you can call us crazy retarded people.) And bukak puasa also at Alya's (gila sibuk kau azma hahaha). Went home safe safely around 11:oo PM :)

While waiting for my brother to pick me up, we chatted about so many random stuffs haha including our secret crushes (kidding.) Then googled about dreams and their meanings since we both have been getting unpleasant dreams (awfully sad). And oh I remembered Effa told me to open google translate and look at what we did :D :-

*purple - ours and red - google. *

kau bodoh gila babi macam tahi
you mad fools like pig droppings
(This was the first one we tried, and when the result came out, we laughed out really loud that we could burst our lungs and tear us apart haha tipu gila but we laughed until we cried. Tears of laughter. Ceh. )

saya berak tumbuh pokok
I grow trees excrement


jangan bertahi lembu seperti kera kanggaru
bertahi cows do not like apes kangaroos

api keluar dari punggung kau wahai berasap asap
fire out of the buttocks O you smoke smoke

you asshole jerk fart shit smoke rempit
keparat sialan brengsek asap kentut rempit

my chicken is half human half pig equals to swine flu
saya ayam setengah babi setengah manusia setara dengan flu babi

alya and moi

p.s. - The pictures above were taken a month ago.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

I love Hot gAys

At school, during English we had to go the library for oral test (but didn't look like an oral cause everyone was so busy doing their own thaang.) Khai, Effa, Alya Razif and moi talked about so many stuffs. From people's butt to marriage. LOL. Alya said she's going to get married right after spm cause her so-called-future-husband is so rich and she doesn't have to work and bla bla bla (every girl can have a dream right.) Yeah duduk rumah goyang kaki je. I can't remember what else but we really talked alot. Most of them were so absurd. We even gave 'secret names' to people with hot butt. And obviously I can't tell y'all cause it wouldn't be a secret anymore now would it?

Oh yeaah have you guys watched sweet 16 on mtv? Alya told us that she watched this one episode, blablabla yadayadaaa the birthday girl arrived at her party with a helicopter, not enough with that, she got a carriage to carry her all the way to the party. She expected all of her guests to wait her outside but they didn't and she got pissed so the guests went out to welcome her and wish happy birthday and all that. Haha how spoilt brat or gedik she was. But never mind, it's her party not mine. If I were having a party, I would just let my friends have fun. Dance on the dance floor baby, party all night! Haha.

Aaaaand Happy birthday Alya Razif! Sweeeet 16! LOL.
Haha sorry no real live card for you right now.
I'll get you something later (I'm not promising anything)
And you know what? I got this for free!
Okay joking.
May your dreams come true (about getting married)

P.s. - Memey hasn't come back home yet :(
P.p.s. - Ignore the title ahaha.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009


9th September 2009.
Beautiful date.

What's not to adore?


Memey (DONT LAUGH) has a PURPLE collar on its neck. Female.
Friendly with people she knows but will absolutely run from a total stranger.
Doesn't really friend with other cats.
Not really outgoing. Quite coward. But so cute.
Missing since Monday, 7th September 09.
Her physical appearance is exactly as you can see in the pictures below.

Help me!

It has been 3 days and I really thought she would come back, but still no news. I was the last one to put her back in her cage, it was at midnight. But I guess I didn't lock the cage securely and maybe she ran? Or someone broke into my house to steal her? Who knows? Because she's the most adorable cat you could have ever seen. Never mind, just be positive.

Oh god I really miss her. She's been with us for almost 1 year and a half. This is why I hate having a cat in our house, if they were missing, you will feel extremely miserable. Because she's the one you play with when you're bored :( FYI we had lost a cat before and I don't want this situation to happen again. But I would rather know she's missing than find out she's dead.

This morning, I had a dream about her. Even in my sleep I'm still searching for her. Please come back :(

She just love doing that :(

That's meme after pooping. Haha.

I wonder what did she eat, where did she poop, what she's doing, where did she sleep, where on earth she could be right now, at this very moment?

That's the last thing she ate here, in this house.

p.s. - More pictures coming soon in the next post.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009


I'm having a fever right now so that's why I didn't come to school today and I'm not fasting (Shhhh, lol). Yesterday was so suck, very bad runny nose, cough, sore throat, headache aaand my back hurts (you don't have to know why haha). H1N1? Definitely not. Hope so, well I haven't been to the clinic yet maybe after this but I'm feeling a little bit better now so I'm not sure. My voice sounds sengau haha. Ever since this H1n1 thingy, people tend to be so worried if they had a fever (well you should be) but ntahlah it'a funny you know haha never mind, I'll just keep it to myself. Get well soon, Azmalihah! Tomorrow I'm going to school (maybe), so beware people! Haha cause you might be infected by moi. Haha okay TTFN!

P.s - The title means fear of the number 666. Second longest word I've ever seen, whoa .


One thing I hate the most is when a person is in a bad mood because he/she is fighting with someone.... Okay I don't know how to explain but let me just create a story so you can understand what I'm trying to say.

A fights with B. A will also release his/her tension at CDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ.
Get it? Good.

Has this ever happened to you so far? It happens to me so many times. Oh I so hate that type of people. Like hello, you're fighting with one particular person ONLY, so don't involve other people around you. I know you're in a bad mood so what the heck? You have to learn to control your emotion-lah. People will hate you somehow because of your silly behavior. Yeah lah you don't have to get mad with people who have nothing to do with you and your opponent and your 'fight'. They're completely innocent :( Haha. So you know what I mean. Next time, don't do that or I'll punch you right in your face muahahaha!

P.s. - The title means fear of long words. It's a type of phobia. It was something I saw in the paper months ago and it was the longest word I've ever seen, whoa.

For example, antidisestablishmentarianism (in case you can't read it).

Monday, September 7, 2009


Yes another change. I like changing. So have fun with my blog. Haha. As I have said before, this will continuously happen until I'm 111% sure that, I'm totally in love with the 'new look' (Haha). Okay goodnight! Sweet dreams and don't let the ghosts freak you out in your dream. (ceh skrg berani la ckp since it's ramadhan).

Sunday, September 6, 2009


"When happiness annoys them, revenge is at its best"
- Ili Nabilah + Azmalihah . LOL

We're worlds apart

I absolutely do not care about anything right now. Too lazy to bother and doesn't even benefit me anyway so what for? Haha cruel.

Choose :

a. It's better off not knowing something rather than being cut into pieces and you wont be devastated so that's good. But you're living under a lie, uncool.

b. If the truth bites, so be it. Face it as if nothing is painful. Just be strong and you'll live. Oh and smile all the way even though it hurts. Yes it's hard to pretend that everything is okay when it's not.

I've just realized, the more you know about something, the more you'll get hurt (in some cases). So I choose the painless way.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Stop the world

Hello, long time no see! Okay so bosan. Guess what? I think I've found my new hobby *drum rolls*


Yeay moi! And of course, some people would not believe it since I don't adore books like they do. FYI, I do read books BUT only books with cool cover and interesting storyline, teeehee. I judge a book by its cover LOL how choosy eh. Buuuuut, I guess it's only for temporary lah (this reading thingy). Fingers crossed.

And I have to babysit Fareeq (he doesn't like me I think, haha) right now (man I can't take my shower). Don't worry, he's sleeping beautifully. Alya's mum said, if the baby cries when you're holding it, it means the baby knows that you don't like him. Awww hahaa. Sorry. I love you lah baby haha. I mean it! Okay TTFN.

p.s. - Last night's dream was so scary. Oh I can't tell because Ila said, if you dont like your dream then don't tell to anyone. So I'm not doing it. But it was something about ghost. Not really.