Hello, now no words can express how I feel. These days, no matter where I go, or approach, there's always something that makes me think about this one particular thing. I can't avoid it, it comes naturally no matter how hard I try, I still cant. It's like the universe is forcing me to remember that thing. I'm trying my very best to forget about it but I can't, no I mean I can but not with those feelings I get when I see these kind of things, it's like the universe doesn't want me to forget about it, the universe wants me to remember it. It's like there's no turning back, it will keep coming and never go. How on earth can I forget about it when all the freaky things suddenly appear right here. This is extraordinary. Odd and weird. I don't deserve this.
And this is for that loser lame guy (he seriously is),
DO YOU, OR DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT I'VE SAID TO YOU? STOP TALKING TO ME. BLAAAAAAA LAAAAAAAAAAAA. If you're just gonna annoy me then from now on, you will be totally absolutely invisible to me. Yup I am not talking to you. I'll forgive you if you don't talk to me. Look, I've done nothing wrong, why the hell do you wanna mess with me? Babi la kau, cilakak, loser. haha.
P.s. I need a bodyguard to protect me from this loser.
Hye namaste hello bonjour ola , I'm still alive, not dead yet (for now, haha). So don't worry about me hahaha I'm perfectly fine thanks for asking tho.
As you can see, I've been away for like 2 weeks, my life is pretty much hectic and busy and tiring now, with school and tuition and sports and koko and everything. This year would probably be the busiest year of my life lol and with SPM just around the corner hahaha rightttt, I need to catch up all the form 4 syllabus as fast as I can or I'll be lost in the middle of nowhere, looking like a moron while everyone else is chilling. I barely have time for my own self, like to enjoy, to have fun, to hang out, to do anything possible which has nothing to do with studying- zero, nada. I don't sleep enough these days.I don't watch tv now. A part of my life has changed. Everything doesn't seem the way like it used to. I'm happy this way, I can manage to live this way, although it's a little tiring but so what? That's just life all about. Life isn't fun without challenges but apparantly I'm not the type of girl who likes challenges hihi. But whatever it is, I, myself willing to accept anything that comes in my way. Bring it on baby, lol. Who knows? That this year might be a good year (HAHA) for me, for everyone else and even for you.
Ever since the school started, I've got no time to relax. Each weekend will be filled with school activities (in case you wanna know, the first weekend - gotong royong, second - motivation camp. And this coming weekend, road run. I wonder what's coming next). I thought I could stay home and do my 10 kg homework. Well, this is just the beginning azma.
Aand you know what my dear lovely friends, mates, pals and buddies (hahaha), I got my sma result already. If you're wondering how I feel, then I'd say I'm grateful and delighted and happy for what I've got, for what I've achieved, I know it's not that much (dear readers, please don't be offended), but still I'm grateful, cause the fact that I didn't wanna take the exam at first and I wanted to move out so so bad but I didn't get it (haha isn't that too obvious?) haha but it was all worth it and yeah I admit, I did rebel and I did skip some classes but that was a very long time ago so no need to bring it up back cause it wont happen again this year as SPM keeps haunting me lol, turned out that I can actually do well in it, but with the help of my friends of course, and yeeeeeah not to forget, the teachers as well. BIG Thanks :) Thank you very much for teaching me.