Raya 2012

Our family tree is growing every single year :3

Sedikit menyesal

So as I was reading my old posts, I just realized that there aren't many posts for the past 2 years I don't know why yeah malas la kot. And I realize that it's kind of a waste, you know what I'm sayinn bro? No okay. It feels like my life is so boring right now I can't even, heeeeeeeeeuuk. Okay I hereby declare that I truly madly deeply (lol) regret for not being able to update my blog regularly everytime I had the chance to do so, and for that I am not able to look back at the old days when I had 6 months of break and that's the price I had to pay for my lack of awareness towards this lovely blog of mine. Sighhhhhh. 

Amboi bukan main panjang menyesal. 

This totally sucks you know. I couldn't even remember what I did for the past 6 months. AAAAAAAAaAaaaaaaAa. I feel like I don't appreciate my 6 months of break. Takpalah deep down inside we all know that I do appreciate my holiday haha. I still have my instagram, and twitter so yeah boleh la jugak kira mcm update blog la jugak tu kan haha. Oh ya have I mentioned that I'm kinda having a short term memory loss syndrome? Hahaha yeah it's not that serious or even chronic. Hmm ada la few names I already forgot (my bad). I'll be like, 'eh apa nama dia eh'. And a simple maths problem yang fraction yang budak darjah satu tahu pun I couldn't even solve. Vat iz happning braaaaaaaaaain? Too rusty eh? Just you wait brain, a lot of assignments are coming right up, juz yu weit. This is what will happen your brain has been resting for quite a long time.

I know so many times I said I'm gonna update more often this holiday but apparently ... .. .. kruk krukk.. *sapu habuk* ehuk ehek. Hahaha tak lawak. Okay la okay la this time mesti kasi rajin punyaaaaaaa. Janji janji. For your own pleasure in the future alright. 

Oh lupo nok ceghito, ambo dok uitm ambo cepak betol berat badan tamboh. Lagu mano tok gemok doh dok stress belajo, pah male duk make lagi aloh la, Semuo oghe doh tegor cemano azma ni gemok do'oh, tapi skaghe ni ambo doh stable sikik kot hahahahaha. Kbaiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

P.s. I just got an idea. Muehehe. 

Day 10: Something you're afraid of

What am I afraid of? Poisonous dangerous insects like bees, creepy scorpions, and spiders. And also wild dogs. 

I'm also afraid of being alone, not that kind of alone. Alone like when you have no one else to talk to when you're at a new place where you know no one. I'll be going to UTM next week. And that means I have to start all over again, I have to start making new friends once more. It's not like I'm against the idea of it but I'm just afraid if I won't be able to find someone yang sama kepala with me. 4 years man 4 freakin yearrrrrs in Johooooooooor. But then to think of it again, I did survive PLKN all by myself (none of my schoolmates got the same place where I was) but hey on the bright side, I got to meet new awesome friends and they are all very helpful :) And then alone I was again at Palam, not practically alone cause I still had some of my schoolmates who went there but we're not that close so yeah I was half alone, lol. 

So yeah, there will always be awkward moments right, especially on the first day of registration haha. But hey I survived everything before didn't I? And I definitely will survive again. Hopefully everything will go smooth, insyaAllah aamin :) 

P.s. I still have other things that I'm afraid of but I shall not talk about it hehe cause it doesn't even bring us any good now does it? Haha let's not focus on the negative side :3

Day 9: A favorite picture of your best friend

Every person their own story of how I met them, how they've helped me through out everything. It doesn't matter if we don't really get in touch with each other but the fact that they have entered my life is already more than enough cause they truly had helped me a lot, seriously I couldn't have done anything without them if I was a loner lolz. Alhamdulillah I couldn't be more grateful so thankful and happy to be blessed with such wonderful people around me :)

P.s. I know it says A favourite picture but I just can't decide one, cause they mean a lot to me.